I saw it

Here’s a sneak peak to what have I been up to these few days.

Coussie Avril came from KL and it’s for Gail and me to take her round right round till she go down!

Stay tuned to what happened and where we went!

p.s. I learnt one thing. I can’t tolerate sun bathing. I thought I could but it ended up badly. Burnt, or roasted I would say. Call me red cindy now

When the last leaf falls

Walking along the sidewalks of a garden, listening to the rustling sound of leaves, taste the tingling sweetness in the air makes you feel just right.

What happen if it rains? What will you do when you can never see any flower blooming again? What happen when you turn your head and see the last leaf falls?

No all things go the way we wanted. Like this time, I had a shock when this is actually inside me. Although you hold deep down of your heart saying this is me, I know myself well, but, you never know it all.

Warning: The content below may contain disturbing texts and usage of language. Please stop if you really need to stop.

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It was about 2pm on one of the weekdays. I was driving, on my way home. This time it’s a little different. The way I drive, the way I hold the steering wheels and the facial expression of mine when I met a heavy traffic.

No doubt I was really proud driving this new car of mine.  A Prussian Blue Ferrari F430 Spider became my all new spouse today. It was a gift from my dad. Thinking back, I can’t stop laughing on how proud I was drifting and expecting few heads to turn around in awe. Well I must say it went well.

At one of the traffic lights, I saw dad’s car behind me. The red light turned green. I drove up nearer to the path walk and pull over.

Dad: How is the car’s performance? You like it?

Me: Yeah. It’s nice. I will take good care of it. You going home soon?

Dad: Not sure. Maybe I’ll meet up with some friends first. Drive safe okay.

Me: Okay

We waved goodbye and he left. I switch to open the car’s roof to feel some wind blowing through my hair. Still a sunny day I would say. Looking at the time, I don’t feel like going back to my home yet. Nothing much I can do there. Dinner is not ready until 7.30pm. Elwin might not be there too so I will be alone staring into space.

Slowly changing to the left lane, I realized that there is this car which had followed me 20 minutes ago. It was an old yellow Beetle with a middle age man driving. Almost bald head, he gave me the stare through my side mirrors.

80, 90, 100, 120… I stepped on the accelerator to overrun this guy. Some maniac I thought. Unbelievably, that old junk car can catch up as fast too! He finally speed right next to me and ask me to stop.

Nervous and curious, I kept looking at him. Many things in my mind is running. Where have I seen him before? What does he want? Is he a robber?

Finally clearing all those questions in my head, I slowed down the car and wind down the window. He got out of the car, standing just outside my car, giving me a sinister smile.

Man: Holy Cow you just couldn’t recognize me huh?

Me: …. You are?

Man: Mark. Mark Stevens.. We met at the bar remember?

Me: uh huh.. yeah… *pretending that I remember

Mark: Remember.. Tonight something will happen to you. Be careful and don’t react according to your feelings. You will regret.

Me: … *thinking that he is some f*cked up shit guy who is playing a prank.

I started my engine, wind up the window and drove straight home.

It was a long journey. I reached my mansion at about 5pm. Yes, mansion. I am not rich because I have a stable career but it was my grandfather’s inheritance. 3 story with a total of 12 rooms. In this mansion, only my parents, me, Elwin and 3 housekeepers are staying in.

Finally I stepped in the place, it was all dark and humid. I smell something fragrant too. Like some frangipani or jojoba scent. Not thinking much, I ran upstairs to my room, and jumped on my bed.

The smell of lavender, the softness of the bedsheets made by French Chiffon made my eyelids felt heavier and heavier.

Before closing my eyes entirely, something woke me up.

Hold on. This is not the smell I usually smell. Not my perfume too. What is that? I feel my head getting heavier and I can’t move my body. I’m getting, restless.

Woke up and found out it’s about 9pm already. Shit! Why nobody came to wake me up for dinner? Where is Elwin? What are the others doing?

I walked out of my room, seeing my parents and Elwin were sitting on the grand couch enjoying after-dinner cocktails. As I walk back to my room, my forehead felt warm.

Oh no. Fever.

Suddenly a lady came into my room. I must say she is really beautiful with the long wavy brown hair, the most innocent brown eyes, a supermodel body which you can find in elite fashion magazines and most of all she smells so sweet like lavender!

Wearing on towel covering her mid-body, I was curious who this person is.

Me: Hi. You are?

Lady: You don’t have to know my name. I’ll be staying here from now.

Me: What the? Hey I’m asking you a question. Do you mind?

Lady: Bitch. Stop being a whore.

Me: What the f*ck? Who the hell are you? Man You do look like some over and over used up slut in the back street. Damn you!

She gave me the coldest stare and stomp ragingly towards me. Pushing me towards the wall so hard that I felt my head behind must have grown a hump later.

Lady: Let me tell you once and for all. I am Elwin’s women. I will be the one he engage with. So save up  your ass and start packing before you regret.

I was stunned. Elwin’s women? What is his relationship with this lady? He’s cheating on me?

Before I realized it was too late. I began to pull her hair and beat her up. She screamed but my angry laugh over power her voice.

Me: Scream all you can you piece of dirt. I will show you what happened to people who take things which belongs to me. I want you to feel the pain, slowly, deeply and sharply.

Man I would say she is a tough girl as well. We struggled so hard that most of the time she got herself injured and bleed all over.

I’m going to finish this once and for all. I opened one of my drawer, inside was a knife. Yes. Just what I wanted.

I hold her from the back, covering her mouth and drag that struggling bitch to the bath tub. The water in the tub is still running, leaving an overflowed pool wetting the entire floor.

I locked the door and wow. The struggle made her towel fell off. She had the sexiest hip, the fairest skin and the curviest waistline. Sadly, I want her to suffer so badly.

Throwing her into the tub, she choked as water went in through her nose. I hold up the long knife and there. Stab.

Not through her heart nor the stomach. I stabbed through and straight into her vagina. Her eyes opened and she stopped moving, frozen.

The knife in my hand is still inside her. I pulled it off so hard that a piece of her flesh dropped out as well, floating on the water. Blood can be seen flowing out from her genital areas.

Someone is banging the door real hard. I laughed as I knew there is no turning back. I hate it when man cheated on me and slept with other women on my bed. Those dirty sheet. Those dirty body of him.

I began slashing the body in the tub as Elwin managed to kick open the door. He was shocked to see at first his dearly lover died with her eyes wide open. How sad…

Then only he turned his eyes to me.

Me: Aww.. Don’t look at me this way. You asked for it. By the way, I’m sure you enjoy the sexy body of hers. How romantic.

Elwin carry the dead body without saying a word and walked downstairs. I’m still standing in the cold and wet bathroom, the lights blinking.

I laughed. But I don’t understand why my tears kept trickling down. I knew that since then I will live alone in horror and unloved.

Never knew that loving a person would bring such end to me.

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p.s. Not a real story please. It was my nightmare  

Big Step

It’s like when you have a full schedule which is enough to make you grow white hair but you still need to work.

Need to work out.

Need to study.

Need to blog.

Need to take a Big Step.

I now know what it takes to be a great blogger. 8 steps to great blogger:

1. Update
2. Update
3. Update
4. Update
5. Update
6. Update
7. Update
8. Update

Did I tell you that I had a scary nightmare? That I stabbed someone?

Stay tune for it in the next post! For the time being, I should go rest my legs.

Should start off

I received Ben Lee’s call past 2 weeks regarding to the job he is offering me and my mates.

I have nothing in mind now but I really need some income, badly

Waiting for him to confirm! Quick Ben! My pocket is drying!

When was the last time I even worked?

Oh.

Right Here.

Get juicy puckers

Feeling bored?

Left at home because the rain just wouldn’t stop?

Anything better to do to make time goes faster?

What about

pampering yourself with a D.I.Y. Lips Moisturising session?

Works well for both Men and Women.

Although the word juicy here refers to thick and sexy lips, but that is not what I mean.

What am I to share here is soft and moisturized lips which makes it juicy!

How I hope I can share with you about lip filling or procedures but most of my readers are young adults. Lip filling itself only last for a year or little more. It is just not worth it unless you really need one.

I found a remedy of getting rid of your chapped lips and the result is pure satisfaction!

All  you need is:

• small towel / cloth
• toothbrush (clean but not necessary new)
• hot shower / hot water
• Vaseline jelly
• any lip balm

Start of with wetting the towel with hot water. Be careful not to scald your hands. The safer way is to use your hot shower.

Next, wipe your lips with the towel. Warm water will rub off your dry skin. Don’t have to be too harsh.

After you are done and ensured all dry flaky skin is off, use a toothbrush ans scoop up some Vaseline. Vaseline can be purchased at any pharmacy, Watson or Guardian store. Just a small one will do.

Just scoop a little will do. Like the amount shown above.

Then, brush is all over your lips like how you brush your teeth. Keep on brushing at a moderate power untill your lips are all done :]

One finished, you shall get a result like this.

Sorry for the blur look.

Just to make sure you don’t go over your lipline border. Or else the mess is hard to clean.

Now the cleaning part!

Wash with water, preferable warm water. Use a very mild soap and wash your lips. Just have to make sure it is not too oily nor too dry.

Finally, dap dry your lips and you can feel the difference! It will feel so soft and supple like new skin.

Apply one layer of lip balm and you’re done!

Go lip smacking!

Here is one announcement and 2 tips!

• I’ve already uploaded Sabine’s birthday video which can be found in my video page.

Tips:

1. Don’t wet your lips with your saliva. Instead, drink water or wet with water. Saliva will tend to dry your lips even more.
2. If you have dark lips due to frequent biting or permanent lip stick stain, purchase some vitamin E oils and apply each night on lips before sleeping.

Recording Excitement

I received and email saying that my blog should have a chatbox, more pictures and some like blog following application.

I’m sorry to the one who send me the email and to those who had been wanted to ask me this for long time. I seriously can’t live my blog that lively without chatbox, BUT the problem with wordpress is no external HTML codes are allowed unless I upgrade my account or have a registered domain.

I just recently went to check out the price and it is quite worth it. I AM going to get cindyleow.com domain with only RM51 per year.

What do you think?

Yes today is my first recording and trying out the equipment by myself. So being the 1st white mice, I definitely got nervous and can’t stop laughing.

As usual I brought camera along. It’s Elwin’s camera by the way.

p.s. This is going to be a no life post so I will just upload the photos. Because I don’t want to get any emails again asking me to post more photos.

There you go.

Hall of Fame. Jam.fm djs since the 1st version 8]

Cold feet tingles!

Into the studio we go again.

Why am I the no life one who brought camera?

By the way, I know some people are going to kill me for I took so many videos and photos.

Don’t! I love you guys! I give privillege to you all in this post by posting all the photos alright.

Mr. Ken! You moved too much

Mr. Heng is our sound technician. I feel he is closer to us more than just a technician. Everybody loves him :]

Breathe Check. Oh no I just had bak kut teh, garlic toast, onion omelette, sambal petai, fried cempedak and durian rice!! XD

Sabine, you are jealous of me? Or hatred? :p

That’s alot picture right?

Actually not done yet. Still alot below.

No idea why am I doing this late at 1 in the morning. Guess the egg sandwich I had just now made me bloat so I can’t sleep.

I know you love me Jen! Omg my big a*s!

Last picture in the studio with Sabine.

Alright actually there’s a lot more pictures but I really am busy, or lazy I shall put it.

I just hate the rain. It’s way too much till it’s wet all the time and you feel like all your energy’s drowned.

I catched cold again because I was under the rain today. I guess that will make me moody as tomorrow I have to leave home at 8am and reach home at 9.30pm.

For the time being, mum cooked this bean curd ginko dessert for me.

Thanks mum.

Actually I asked her to cook this last 2 weeks already :p

Got quail’s egg some more.

Going to bed soon. Just waiting for Facebook to finish uploading some photos.

Keep updated here as the next post is going to be about lips moisturization.

No, you don’t need any medical or specialist’s help.

It’s a DIY thing!

Happy Birthday Sabine

Happy Birthday to Sab which I only knew her since college.

Check on her blog for more pictures.

Cindy, Sabine, Pepper.

I made a video for her but Youtube is an annoyance because it wouldn’t let me upload.

Keep track at my video page for her birthday video!

p.s. Sab you can find all the pictures in my Facebook already 8]

Unexplainable

While I was halfway playing this new game Wendy Wellness composed by Nigel, as usual my hands got itchy and went searching for latest updates and and extraordinary stuffs so I can excite you all!

Actually not so much of excite but then just some new stuffs maybe not everyone knows about it.

I came to this computer geek’s blog from Canada and he post this link up. The screen shot is what catches my attention. In this case I shall not upload the SC here. You SHOULD really go try it yourself.

Some people are really too free to create such stuffs for nosey and boring people like us.

And after you played it, ask yourself especially girls.

Isn’t it fair that they use female in black bikinis as the model? Why not some brown or blonde hair male model with tight abs and packs?

Have fun with this =]

p.s. This thing has no ending.

Okay I’m going to reveal something funny and embarassing to you all. I’m so gonna loose my face but it’s alright because I find it funny.

Click the link above and you will be lead to this ballooney world right? The model will just hit and bouce off the balloon and keep falling towards gravity UNLESS there is some shapes of the balloons which can keep her standing, bending or sitting still. If she is at rest there, use your mouse and click to move her the way you wanted.

I, being such noob turn the model so dat she is lying flat on her chest. Then, guess what movement I did.

Yes.

Hump.

Humping.

Can’t tell you how long it took me to stop laughing because it moved So real and it’s so flexible!

Anyways, try it and tell me what you think.

Off to bed.

Please pee on the Jellyfish

We all heard about it. We even tried it.

But,

How real is this? How great does it work? Does it work for every sting?

I was curious one day when I surf Youtube and watch some beneath the sea creature. Some scientiest found the largest jellyfish which no one had ever found. Forgot what is the name to it already.

Anyway, I then do some research what are the treatments if we ever encounter one of these long tentacles creatures.

If any of you or the people you know had jellyfish sting before, ask their experience. However, you can feel it is sharp and killing in this picture.

Ouchies. THAT is going to leave some FOC tattoo for a real long time.

Actually, the first thing to do when you got stung by a jellyfish is to IDENTIFY the type of jellyfish. The general jellyfish are available at almost every region I would say. However, in this case,

- pour some vinegar over the wound.

- then only take a stick and try to remove the tentacles.

- If no vinegar around only you use urine.

- dust some flour and scrape off lingering cells using a blunt knife.

- treat with cold pack.

- if swell or spasms persists, consult doctor.

Do Not use fresh water for general jellyfish sting.

However, I accept that urine do work for ONLY normal jellyfish. What if you happen to meet some other than that? Heard of Box Jellyfish?

Better for you to know that they are around Northen Australia, PNG, Malaysia, Indonesia, the Phillippines, Thailand and Vietnam.

In this case, if you met one, please don’t act smart and start peeing on your poor friend. It might kill him as the urine WILL aggravate the stinging cell. (box jellyfish is fatal).

Such beauty right?

If you are stung by the jellyfish above,

- pour vinegar over tentacles. DO NOT USE URINE! Not funny peeing someone.

- lift off tentacles using and sticks or similar.

- quickly wrap a light bandage above and below the sting.

- keep the stung area at heart level. Too high cause venom travels to heart.

- don’t take any alcohol, food or medicine.

- seek for medical treatment urgently.

Another common jellyfish floating around will be the Irukandji. Heard of it? It looks just as common as the normal jellyfish but Irukandji only appear mostly near Caims at the Great Barrier Reef.

It is small and moves actively.

Still, it is not something for you to take lightly on. The sting is extremely painful and fatal as well. Moreover, due to its light weight and size, irregular sea current can easily move it to the shore.

If you encounter stinging by Irukandji,

- pour vinegar over tentacles. And please don’t use urine.

- lift off tentacles using stick.

- compress wound area with bandage.

- take pain killer and seek medical treatment as soon as possible.

I forgot to add this. The venom of Box Jellyfish is enough to kill 60 people. Therefore, please the first thing to do is identify the type of jellyfish.

Not run to your friend and start pulling your pants down and wet over the poor little thing.

p.s. Think these small creatures are nightmares? Try browsing ‘Echizen kurage.’

If can’t heal, then peel.

Finally I got the time to update or else it will be until Friday.

Taking a look at the title of the post what do you think?

Yes.

It has relation to my beauty regimen (mentioned in my last post).

I am actually quite lukcy because my skin is  ’durable’. Okay not so much a durable that it can sustain a knife stab but as in if I don’t use moisturizer, it won’t go dry. If I don’t use toner. my pore is not big and is always clean.

However, Mum has the NuSkin AHA Facial Peeler and Neutralizer on her dressing table and she did not even open the seal. I asked why so then she replied,

‘Aiyah. Don’t know how to use la. So complicated. Got 2 type of things inside’.

True I felt. So until last week I felt my skin is so left out of love and care sad I know. Nothing went wrong, but just I want new radiant and healthy skin! Smooth as baby. (I was about to write ‘I want to shed my old skin’ but I didn’t because I thought it will sound like a snake.)

I went around scouting for skin care product like maybe a scrub or mask and found the NuSkin victim. Can’t say how unconfident I am when I saw the word ‘peeling away old and dull skin‘. Sound so much like for aunties right?

I Was Wrong.

I tried it the 1st time and fell in love with it. Now I do this in alternate days.

Firstly, wash your face thoroughly and pat dry with a clean towel.

Next, take the 1st step of NuSkin AHA Facial Peeler.

Then, using clean hands, take out a piece of the pad. Just one piece!

When you hold it, if feels like you are holding a thin new dry cotton pad. No it’s not dry.

Then, wipe the facial peeler all over face and neck. As you wipe, it may feel like there is nothing but there is. The miracle comes later!

Discard the cotton pad and wait for 10 minutes.

Note: You may feel a slight tingling sensation on your skin. Nothing is wrong with that. It is just the AHA is working on your skin =]

While waiting,

=0  =D  =]

Then, it comes to step 2 which is the Facial Neutralizer. Peeler is slightly acidic and therefore you need a balance back to your skin pH.

Same method for next. Take out only one cotton pad. The neutralizer is wetter than the peeler if you wonder.

Wipe it all over face gently and neck as well. Discard and wait for few minutes for absorbment.

Then, apply face moisturizer with spf protection.

Then you are done! Even after your wash your face the next time, you will feel your skin is smoother and firmer!

Use this thrice a week.

Happy using to those who is interested.

p.s. As I was halfway demonstrating this, Gillian called for a long talk. Sorry Gill I had to shooed your away politely because I want my face to rest!

Gillian: Babe what are you doing? Miss You la.

Me: Doing this NuSkin stuffs lo. It works wei! Should use it on you next time.

Gillian: Eh later want go karaoke?

Me: Siao ah you. (translation: are you out of your mind). I later still have to update my blog le.

Gillian: *silent

Me: Hello? Still there not?

Gillian: Yeah. You’ve become a Blogger?

Me: More of became. hahaha

Gillian: I guess you must be holding onto your camera now.

Me: Aik. Smart also hor you. Correct lo.

Gillian: Dammit! You have to pose with the Nuskin thing you use!

Me: Har.. Don’t want la. I not sponsored by them ma.

Gillian: Keh Boh lah you! (translation: coward)

Me: Okay la. I do for the sake of my damnbravefriend. Call you later!

So, Here’s the thing.

Photoshop wonder!

I edit everything. You believe that?

Just kidding. I only edit my eyes by adding a white light. Also edited my skin tone to be fairer. So can be like SK-II users. LOL.

No lah. It is because the original picture is dark and I can’t use flash cause the box I’m holding is white. Edit the vibrance and brightness a little.

Keep this in mind,

Start using anti-ageing products at young age. Should start using it in your early twenties.